Featured Poet - Brenda Mox
GONE TO WASTE
A ghost in human form,
soulless,
prowls the world searching,
his face a mask of concentration,
fumbling his way to chaos.
Self-possession gone to waste.
With words spat as if slime
whenever a tremor of mock emotion
crept into his voice,
he put pride back into avarice
with the knowledge
of his capacity to cause pain.
Such was his favorite domain.
With a cavernous yet insatiable
male voracity,
he carried out small missions
of larceny,
never caring to forgo the heresies
of his prurient delight
in madness and death.
With an indulgent wink
he plods along, stumbling
while dodging the headstones.
The fatal errors
of a life gone to waste.
AH, AGE
Ah age, you slowly creeping thing
who comes to steal from me the spring
of youth and blossom from my cheek,
determined to leave me old and weak.
The onslaught is insidious,
draining from me what is the best
and making me feel ridiculous
in the light of earth’s aging test.
Yet the fight in me is not gone,
the hopes and love still linger on.
In my heart there plays a song
waiting with potential to be born.
BURNED COLD
In bitterness burned cold indignation,
inwardly hard and separate.
An anger of entangled wind
to blow cerebral stones away.
Powerful was that inward resistance
pale with anger,
hard as a hammer stroke,
as light of inner battles glowed.
From peculiarly withered coldness rose
steam of boredom, anger, discontent.
It awakened sleeping dogs’ curious cold rage
of old voracious anger, unspent.
QUIET COMMUNION
Remaining quietly in communion
with her Self
watching whimsical little cloudbursts
shower fluttering pink petals
in childlike delight,
she whispers his name.
ANONYMITY
Bone chilled and melancholic
flattened out and burrowed
inside herself,
she succumbs to
her sunken mood.
Peering into corners
of her life,
fast becoming
a museum of squalor filled anonymity,
her hand covers her
terrified mouth.
Raised to feel, not to speak
no cushioned guardrail
of love’s abundance
to will her from this brink.
She succumbs.
ABOUT BRENDA
Brenda is a poet, visual artist living on the shore at the mouth of the Chesapeake Bay in Virginia. She has endured 19 nervous breakdowns in her 74 years. It began with her pregnancy at age 16 and continued through two abusive marriages, and a son who struggled with addiction for years. Life never afforded her a true retreat during these times, but it was poetry that has saved her, time and again -
reflections on life’s flotsam - and also life’s beauty - has been her anchor. And she is still standing!
Her work has been published in Wingless Dreamer, Bewildering Stories, Blaze Vox, Edge of Humanity, Neo Poet, Discretionary Love, Down in the Dirt, Corporeal, Heart and Mind Academy, Poetry Pacific, Basilisk Tree, Poetry for Mental Health, The Amazine, Barbar journals, Eber Wein and Eastern Sea Bard anthologies.
E: moxbrenda@gmail.com

