SCYTHE
There’s nothing like
seeing your mothers
Tears
as you go to sleep
to hear her
Weeping
Leaving her
and us
in an emotional
Heap
last night
her voice breaking
Understanding
Her plight
Not wanting to be there
and not giving up
The Fight
‘Nowhere is quite right
I don’t want to end
My life here’
There’s nowhere to hide
With people talking rubbish
And the hooded man
With a scythe
Peering in
From outside
WHAT EXPLAINS
Why I was
Crying in the car
I’m a
collapsed
Old man
With
Tears
Soaking
The car seat
Eventually
I’m swimming
In the car
In the sea salt
Like Alice
Arriving home
And wringing out
The car mat
And the cat
Just grinning
Just grinning
EARLY START
Marmalade and butter
In a small plastic tubs
I think we’re
Going on holiday
to Crete
My headache thinks I am
an early morning start
Packed cases
waiting for taxi
Last minute check
Sunglasses, books, and tablets
But no knife
To butter the toast
At St. James’s hospital
Waiting for further check ins
A beige raincoat
Hung on back of chair
And pyjamas on
TEMPUS FUGIT
Having the
Grandmother
Clock
in the room
is disturbing
It means
Nothing
to me
apart from
Memories
of the chime
But it’s not working
Transporting
The clock
in the car
From mum and dads
Sounded
Like Pink Floyd
‘Ticking away the moments
That make up a dull day’
As the car hits bumps
CUP
‘Could you get me a cup
John’?
‘From the kitchen ‘
We all hold our breath
Eventually we chat about
The weather
Cloudy and
Cold
Still waiting
And now it’s raining
As the clock strikes 10
When it’s actually 11
We carry on talking
the electric heater
Is on
and glows
Eventually
dad appears
With a toothbrush
‘Lovely,
Thank you’
Said the lady in a uniform
BUTTERFLY
A perfectly
preserved
Red admiral
and
It’s carcass
remained intact
as it
drifted down
from the rafters
of the garage
when moving
A step ladder
that hasn’t
been used
In years
Cocooned
Bodies wrapped
In duvets
their antenna
Legs and arms
Poking out
ABOUT TIM
"I’m a teacher that has now taught students with individual needs for the last 25 years, I have taught art, English, maths, living skills, tai chi and mindfulness. It is an odd profession it takes over your life and it affects your life and view point of the world. For the last four years my dad has had dementia and this has put a huge strain on everything and everyone. These poems are about this time. Writing and making art has always been a way for me to get emotions out, and a way to talk about issues and anxieties; it’s not often talked about but it affects so many people. Any mental health issue needs to be talked about and opened up, we need depression and anxiety in the cold light of day, not hidden away."
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